Yesterday I beat the Capra demon
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(Content note for animal harm in the form of killing horrifying skinless zombie dogs. Also one man's slow descent into existential despair.)
This is a notorious point where a not insignificant number of people ragequit and stop playing the game altogether.
Also as previously mentioned I struggle badly with tracking multiple inputs, I have the reaction speed of a slime mould, and my default combat state is "panicked and flustered."
It took me about 7 hours (spread across multiple days -- admittedly, most of this time was doing the boss run again and again and again and then dying within seconds of the fight starting) and I am very proud of myself.
(And right now I am dealing with a medical stressor -- hopefully nothing, but had to go get some tests, waiting on results -- so I will take my distractions and wins where I can get them.)
Ficlet: Masquerade Ball (Wish Me Luck)
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Masquerade Ball (633 words) by thisbluespirit
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Wish Me Luck (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Colin Beale/Matty Firman
Characters: Colin Beale (Wish Me Luck), Matty Firman
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Regency, Spies & Secret Agents, Ficlet, Community: allbingo, Costume Parties & Masquerades, Alternate Universe - Napoleonic Wars, handwaves accuracy, Matty just being Matty in any time period, Implied Sexual Content
Summary: Matty and Colin get caught in a compromising position.
(I thought I was doing better today but I just failed at the summary sentence
Photo: Butterfly
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A comma! I've never (knowingly) seen one in real life before so this was special :)
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I sadly decided to pause the swimming now because I don't want to risk healing to take any longer than necessary, I kind of need the thumb of my dominant hand a lot. Possibly this is actually the end for this year, the water is a bit colder every day and the occasional hip pain I have (I google diagnosed myself with a pinched nerve) gets worse when I swim in too cold water.
Luckily, I had only just found out that this year's pumpkin exhibition in Ludwigsburg featured this exhibit

so I knew what I could do today that wouldn't require much thumb usage. ;-)
The theme is movies (now that I think about it, I think the Enterprise was already featured several years ago when it was space). I went early hoping to avoid the biggest crowds, and while it was not exactly empty I was indeed already on my way out when lots of people started to arrive. The shop was still closed after I was done looking at the pumpkins, so I added a tour through the fairy tale garden of the park. It is so nice that it is mostly still like I remember it from my own childhood, as far as I can see only added QR codes to full versions of the fairy tales show that times are different. I found it surprisingly hard to yell at the voice activated stuff loud enough to actually activate it, one is so trained on being dignified adult... Rapunzel (you can see her tower behind Superman in the photo below the cut) at last reacted to my most authorative holler and let down her hair after sesame had kept on refusing to open for me. ;-) Then I got cards and very unnecessary mugs and an autumnly candle glass from the store and went home, where I will now spend the rest of the day with aching feet on my couch. ;-) I am feeling somewhat unready for autumn, also because it will be a stressful rest of the year, but at least now I am a bit more in the mood for it.
( A whole lot of photos )
YOU THOUGHT I FORGOT ABOUT CHOCOCHOPS? never. NEVER
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For Sale: Nintendo Switch games
Sep. 5th, 2025 09:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Pokémon: Let's Go, Pikachu! (example on Amazon)
Spyro Reignited Trilogy (example on Amazon)
TemTem (example on Amazon)
For payment, I have CashApp ($Settiai), PayPal, Venmo, or Zelle (nancy.lynn.foster@gmail.com).
If you know anyone who might be interested, please point them my way. I managed to sell the Echo Show from yesterday, which definitely helped, but I could still really use another $150-200 and managing to sell these games would take a chunk out of that.
Chicken Jockey from Minnesota!
Sep. 5th, 2025 09:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I first saw this on social media, but most recently I saw
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The funniest part is the very deliberate way the announcer says "Chicken Jockey" almost like she can't quite believe what she's reading. (Or, it might just be the Minnesota inflection. I can't tell!)
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Amusing point: We are five days into September and I have already written over half of what I wrote in August. August was absolutely a MISERABLE month for writing.
The Memory of the Ogisi (The Forever Desert, volume 3) by Moses Ose Utomi
Sep. 5th, 2025 08:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

A scholar's insight yields unexpected harvest.
The Memory of the Ogisi (The Forever Desert, volume 3) by Moses Ose Utomi
Did You Know Otters Can Juggle Sticks, Too?
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Via uso_otter, who writes:
㊗️Happy birthday㊗️
She was born Zoo Wuppertal in 8.17.2010. She came to Japan in 2012. She passed away on May 25, 2025. Thank you to everyone for loving her.
Book Review: The Subtle Knife
Sep. 5th, 2025 08:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Upon rereading The Subtle Knife with
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(Well, okay, there is one difference. As a child, I don’t think I noticed the creepy instrumentality of Asriel’s forces in his fight against the Authority, most prominently the two angels who let Stanislaus Grumman/John Parry get shot because “his task was over once he’d led you to us.” Just catastrophically failing at the Kantian maxim to treat people as ends not means. This may be something that Pullman will unpack in The Amber Spyglass; I genuinely don’t remember.)
First of all, I’ve just never loved Will like I love Lyra. The best parts in The Subtle Knife in my opinion are the bits where Lyra goes off on her own and does her Lyra thing, like the bit where she goes to meet Mary Malone and makes the dark matter machine talk to her like the alethiometer. (I also loved the bit where Mary Malone has a chat with the dark matter machine and follows its directions through a door to another world, and one of the reasons I MOST wanted the sequel to come out, like, yesterday, was that I really wanted to know what would happen to her next.)
The bits where Lyra and Will work together to solve problems are also fun. The bit where they confront Lord Boreal about stealing the alethiometer and his snake daemon pokes its little head out of his sleeve? Iconic. The part where they use the subtle knife to get back into his house by cutting windows back and forth between worlds, culminating in Will hiding behind Lord Boreal’s couch and Lyra crouched beside him, but in another world? Amazing job leaning into the premise.
When it’s just Will doing his Will stuff? Eh. He’s fine I guess. I don’t dislike him, but he’s just kind of there taking up time we could be devoting to Lyra.
I had also pretty much forgotten everything that focused on the adult characters, possibly because as a child I simply didn’t care about adult characters (with the exception of Mary Malone) and therefore didn’t bother to read those parts. They are not bad parts! They just weren’t what I was into at eleven. I probably appreciated them more now.
But I think the bigger problem with The Subtle Knife is that it just can’t live up to The Golden Compass. In The Golden Compass, Lyra moves through many different worlds-within-worlds in her own world, and they’re all fascinating, almost all places that the reader would love to visit. Who wouldn’t want to have a glass of Tokay in the Jordan College Retiring Room, attend one of Mrs. Coulter’s cocktail parties, ride in a gyptian boat, see the bear’s fortress at Svalbard?
At the end of The Golden Compass, Lyra walks into the sky to explore strange new worlds, seek out new life and new civilizations, etc. etc., and what does she find? The world of Ci’gazze, which starts out vaguely promising - an abandoned city, that’s cool, right? But it turns out to be completely full of Spectres that will suck out your life the second you hit puberty, and it appears to have no other characteristics, none of the richness of any of the places Lyra visited in her own world.
But the next book, my child self was sure, would get us back on track. We would visit more worlds, and these worlds would be INTERESTING worlds, and maybe Will would just kind of disappear.
not quite
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..around 5:30pm, I realised that it was the elevators.
I called down to the front desk and they promptly moved me...to a room at the back corner which smelled like it had previously housed a smoker. You're not allowed to smoke in the rooms, sure. But someone who smokes like a chimney had inhabited that room not too long ago, and I could smell it.
I called down to the front desk, they sent up housekeeping, who sprayed perfume through the room. Not helping! And then they moved me yet again - about four rooms along and there's no smell and no elevator rumble...
What a drama. And I'd slept pretty well last night. It was just during the day that I was listening to that rumble and thought at first it must be construction work, only to realise after hours that, no, it's probably the elevators.
Bad design, as my dad the architect would say.
At any rate, I'm moved again.
NOW can the drama be over? Please? Pretty please?
I'm feeling better still - more energy, but the slightly congested nose and throat again. I stopped taking the phenylephrine after last night. And looking through the drugs the doc gave me, there's an anti-histamine, and an anti-inflammatory, and when I tried taking the metformin (another anti-inflammatory) last night...let's just say it got unpretty.
Tonight and tomorrow is to make sure I'm back to (near-)fighting fit. I should have been in Georgia, by now, meeting the rest of the tour...
*sigh* Okay, no dwelling. Just resting.
The Day in Spikedluv (Thursday, Sept 4)
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I hand-washed dishes, went on a couple walks with Pip and the dogs (including one in the rain), cut up chicken for the dogs' meals, and scooped kitty litter.
We had burgers and Gus’s potatoes for supper.
I finished the KJ Charles book and started True Gretch, an autobiography, and watched some HGTV programs.
Temps started out at 61.3(F) and reached 82.4 that I saw when I got home a little after 3pm. (It had already hit 70.0 by 9am, before I left to visit mom, so I knew it was going to be hot.) It got really windy (there are trees outside mom’s room and they were blowing like crazy); it looked cool, but it was not. We got rain later, but not the forecasted thunderstorms, thankfully, as they drive our dogs nuts.
Mom Update:
Mom was doing better today. Especially after they told her she might be discharged. ( more back here )
podcast friday
Sep. 5th, 2025 06:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
The Surprising Stories Behind Foosball and Air Mail Part 1 is about Alejandro Finisterre, who for my money is one of the most interesting people who ever lived. A lot about his story brings happy tears to my eyes. He's best known for inventing foosball when he was a teenager, but (spoiler) he lived to age 87—outliving Franco and Spanish fascism—and did a whole bunch of other things, all of which are also cool as hell. He was a poet, publisher, and anti-fascist activist and also, from all reports, a lovely guy. Come for the foosball, stay for what's probably the best hijacking story of all time.
The Surprising Stories Behind Foosball and Air Mail Part 2 is about Nadar, who is most famous as the guy who took the first aerial photo and was one of the first celebrity photographers, but again, he did all kinds of other stuff. I actually did know about the hot air balloon thing during the Franco-Prussian War and the Siege of Paris, as well as his politics, but Margaret goes into a lot of detail about the many incredible things he got up to. Do yourself a favour and Google his photos if you haven't seen them, and then go and learn about his backstory.
Appelbaum: Why Google’s antitrust loss is a victory for the Valley
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The giants of Silicon Valley have a lot in common with Laura Ingalls Wilder, who portrayed her life on the prairie as a triumph of self-sufficiency, barely mentioning that the government underwrote the railroads, provided the farmland and tided the family through rough winters.
Tech companies, too, like to tell stories in which government rarely appears except as an outside force threatening to break the beautiful things they’ve created with their minds and their hard work. The part of the story that doesn’t get told is how Silicon Valley’s successes have relied on the steady support and occasional dramatic interventions of the federal government.
On Tuesday, a federal judge ordered Alphabet, the company better known as Google, to share some of its search data with its rivals. The decision is intended to limit the dominance of the company’s internet search engine, which was ruled an illegal monopoly last year. The government had sought to break up the company, which Alphabet decried as a “radical” intrusion on its business, and the court decided not to go that far. But the decision still marks an overdue return to the government’s longtime role.
Myth busters
Antitrust regulators repeatedly intervened in the 20th century to limit the power of big tech companies, which created room for new firms to emerge. Business historian Alfred Chandler wrote in his 2001 book, “Inventing the Electronic Century,” that in the mythos of Silicon Valley, the role of the gods — the invisible hands that shape human events — has in fact been played by the “middle-level bureaucrats in the U.S. Justice Department’s antitrust division.”
The government abandoned that role in recent decades, allowing a small handful of tech firms the luxury of growing old without any real threat to their market dominance. As new technologies emerged, Alphabet and its peers bought and swallowed them, in much the same way the Greek god Kronos ate his children to prevent their emergence as rivals. The most recent chapter in this story is how the biggest tech companies have absorbed the pioneers of artificial intelligence so that the profits from the next generation of innovations will flow to the same shareholders whose firms dominate the current era.
Alphabet in its current form — huge, and hugely profitable — is the beneficiary of two large doses of good luck. The company benefited from the final round of federal interventions around the turn of the last century, and then it benefited even more from the absence of further interventions.
It’s about time the government created room for the next generation of innovators.
Google’s story doesn’t really begin in the 1990s, with co-founders Sergey Brin and Larry Page figuring out how to index the internet. It starts a half-century earlier, when antitrust regulators forced early technology firms like AT&T and RCA to share their patents, opening up the space in which the computer industry began to emerge. A generation later, in the 1970s, authorities forced IBM, the most successful of the early computer companies, to allow other firms to write software for its machines. One of the companies founded in the space opened by that government intervention was called Micro-Soft. It dropped the hyphen in 1976.
Fast-forward to the 1990s, and Microsoft had become so dominant that the government intervened once again, reaching an agreement with the company in 2001 that prevented it from controlling the development of the internet. Google seized the opportunity.
Silicon Valley still likes to think of itself as a place in the throes of perpetual revolution. Alphabet, Meta and the other titans of tech insist the good times could end at any time, because new technologies could upend their business models. Page has insisted that on the internet, “Competition is one click away.” But without the restraining hand of government, it’s easy for the big companies to squash competition.
Inconvenient truth
That’s the thing about free markets: They work best under the aegis of government.
It’s important to note that curbing big companies doesn’t kill them. Although RCA is no longer with us, Microsoft, IBM and even AT&T all remain large and profitable. The government didn’t destroy their businesses; it created room for new ones.
While the Trump administration deserves credit for pushing ahead with the case against Google, which was initiated under President Joe Biden, that shouldn’t be taken as a sign of a broader commitment to restrain corporate power. The Google case instead is reminiscent of the Reagan administration’s successful effort to break up AT&T in the early 1980s, just when it was pulling back from almost every other kind of antitrust enforcement. The Google case is a targeted act against a specific company, not a manifestation of some broader economic policy.
Yet, as was the case with the breakup of AT&T, acting against one company when that company is big and central can still have broad economic benefits.
We don’t know what companies might emerge in the spaces created by constraining Google. The government’s role is to create those spaces. The rest is up to those celebrated programmers working in their bedrooms and garages, trying to build the next big thing.
Binyamin Appelbaum is a New York Times editorial board member.
Kujo Sadako (1884-1951)
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In 1899, she was unexpectedly selected as a candidate for Crown Princess, in place of Fushiminomiya Sachiko, who had been considered the perfect option (not least by the current Empress Haruko) until her health problems came to light; Sadako’s robust health as well as her noble background made her a promising option. She was engaged to Crown Prince Yoshihito in early 1900 and married to him that May at the age of fifteen; he was five years older. Her former teacher Shimoda Utako told the newspapers “She has no particular points in her favor, but neither are there any marks against her as Crown Princess.” Early married life was not easy, from Yoshihito’s would-be dalliance with a beautiful baroness to the strict etiquette and restrictions of life within the Imperial Palace.
In 1901 Sadako gave birth to her first child, Prince Michi (later the Showa Emperor Hirohito), making her the first empress to bear an imperial heir in a hundred and fifty years. She was to bear three more sons, two in rapid succession and the last in 1915. All four, according to custom, were fostered away from babyhood on. Sadako struggled on and off with depression, not helped by the retirement of various favorite teachers such as Shimoda and the death of her sister Kazuko, although at least by this time Empress Haruko had come around to favoring her daughter-in-law.
In 1911 her father-in-law the Meiji Emperor died and Prince Yoshihito became the Taisho Emperor, making Sadako Empress. Like her mother-in-law she occupied herself with raising silkworms, and furthered her education through a range of visiting tutors, from the educator Noguchi Yuka to various dubious spiritualists; she also put time and money into charity work, particularly for Hansen’s disease patients, and helped sponsor the nine hundred Siberian-Polish child refugees whom Japan hosted in 1920 through the Red Cross. In addition Sadako supported the Takinogawa Gakuen school for children with disabilities, founded by her former teacher Ishii Fudeko.
The Taisho Emperor had never been in good health since suffering from meningitis in early childhood, and from 1921 on he became increasingly disabled in body and mind. In addition to caring personally for her husband and trying, mostly without success, to involve herself in politics, Sadako reacted by throwing herself into religious belief; always a devout Buddhist, she also dedicated herself to Shinto study and practice with a focus on Japan as the land of the gods and of ancient tradition. She frequently clashed with her modern-minded son Crown Prince Hirohito, who became his father’s regent during his last illness, and with the placid Crown Princess Nagako; Sadako made their marriage conditional upon the Crown Prince correctly performing the yearly Niinamesai ritual, which he did after six months’ practice (given to writing waka poetry to express her feelings, she produced 44 poems while staying up all night to see that the ritual was concluded). However, she got along much better with Princess Setsuko, the wife of her second son, whom she had personally selected and with whom she shared a name character (although Setsuko’s characters were changed upon her marriage to avoid confusion).
Upon the death of the Taisho Emperor in 1926, Sadako became the Empress Dowager at the age of forty-two (it was she who was responsible for bringing his birth mother, the former concubine Yanagihara Naruko, to his bedside). According to her youngest son’s wife Princess Yuriko, she wore either black or purple for the rest of her life, and made a daily practice of reporting the latest events to her deceased husband’s altar.
During the war, Sadako insisted on remaining in Tokyo rather than evacuating for safety, continuing her Shinto practice and urging her son the Emperor to observe its traditions specific to Imperial rule (apparently when the Emperor visited her to persuade her to evacuate, he was so nervous that he vomited beforehand and spent the following day in bed). To compensate for the wartime shortages, she took the lead in planting and cultivating vegetable gardens within the Imperial Palace (“after all, I grew up on a farm!”). She died of heart disease in 1951 at the age of sixty-seven, to be given the posthumous name of Empress Teimei.
Sources
Ishii
https://quod.lib.umich.edu/t/tap/7977573.0007.103/--imperial-images-the-japanese-empress-teimei-in-early?rgn=main;view=fulltext (English) Interesting article focusing on photographs of the Empress
Opinion: Trading democracy for safety isn’t an acceptable tradeoff
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I was working in El Salvador when President Nayib Bukele declared a state of exception. In 2022, after a sudden spike in homicides, he suspended due process and sent soldiers into neighborhoods. Overnight, thousands were detained. Many were guilty. Many were not.
Bukele’s crackdown raised a simple, brutal question: What is the value of democracy without security?
Now, as troops are threatened for deployment in American cities, notably Chicago, we face the inverse: What is the value of security without democracy? Salvadorans saw violence drop, streets reopen, tourism grow. But three years later, the state of exception remains. Security became the justification, democracy the casualty. That is the trade-off we must avoid.
Of course, El Salvador’s democracy has always been more fragile than our own. The state of exception came in the wake of decades of violence and weak institutions. The United States is different: We’re stronger and our systems of accountability more resilient. That is precisely why the comparison matters.
Bukele acted in what many believed was a true emergency — but the danger lies in how quickly emergency became routine. For us, with crime already declining, to choose force now would not be necessity. It would be neglect.
President Donald Trump threatens to deploy the National Guard to Chicago. I do not believe we are in a state of emergency. Chicago’s homicides are down more than 30%. Shootings have fallen nearly 40%. Across the country, violent crime is also declining — the FBI reported the sharpest one-year drop in decades. And yet the reflex is familiar: to meet fear with force.
Bad prequel
We’ve been here before. In the 1990s, mass incarceration brought a short-term drop in homicides. But because we failed to invest in communities at the same time, the harm was generational — fractured families, diminished opportunity, neighborhoods stripped of trust. The result was less safety and less democracy.
The lesson is not that force never shifts numbers. The lesson is that force alone never builds peace. And right now, with crime declining, we have a rare opportunity to invest in what does — without sacrificing democracy in the process.
We know layered investments work. It’s why some analysts attribute today’s drop in violence to many factors: the maturing of the community violence intervention movement, targeted policing reforms, demographic changes, pandemic-era disruptions easing, even shifts in drug markets. The point is not that one approach “solved” violence, but that overlapping strategies can move the needle — safely, and without eroding rights.
Which is why the next question is so urgent: Can we seize this moment to do more than react to crime? Can we use this fragile window of progress to imagine and invest in what comes next — before fear pushes us back toward force alone?
Imagine alternatives
What if violence interrupters — trusted precisely because of their lived experience — became community health workers, providing basic care and connecting people to essential services, helping not only to mediate conflict but also to strengthen stability every day?
What if we encouraged the flow of investment and homeownership usually dismissed as gentrification, but designed it so the money stayed local and residents stayed in place? What if parks, libraries and schools were funded as one system — even if it meant breaking old bureaucracies — so the very institutions that define neighborhood life were reinforced?
None of this is easy, especially in a time of scarcity, such as what Chicago and governments across Illinois face. Federal and state budgets are tightening, raising taxes is often unpalatable and philanthropies are stretched.
El Salvador shows us what happens when force becomes the only measure of progress: Security is fragile, and democracy pays the price.
Talk of bringing in the National Guard is less a solution than a distraction — a show of force that diverts attention away from the deeper investments communities need. The opportunity before us is to ask: If violence is no longer the defining crisis in our most marginalized communities, what do we build instead? And how do we get there, fast, even in a time of scarcity?
That is the work ahead — for El Salvador, Chicago and cities across the country. Not just keeping peace in the absence of conflict, but investing — creatively and urgently — in the conditions that allow every community to thrive.
Debra Gittler is the founder of With Company, an advisory practice that helps leaders and purpose-driven organizations build trust, strengthen culture and align strategy. ©2025 Chicago Tribune. Distributed by Tribune Content Agency.
Three pics
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The home screen on my pc is set to cycle through scenic views, then a while back microsoft added supposedly intriguing links (not). It randomly resulted in this combo, however, which is genuinely intriguing. Maybe sheep are deeper thinkers than we'd thought?
And this one's on tumblr.
The Rabbit of Doom
Bluuuh
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Also, relatedly...
( family stuff )